i don't understand why i have to choose between people or people and the things i like. This is like getting a daily lecture in preschool and they just keep repeating what they say day after day. I want more happy people surrounding me.
surrounding yourself with positive people brings a positive life.
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You are absolutly right. My friends were the only thing keeping me in The Renaissance Project. But once I realized that they will still be there for me, I let go of TRP and listened to my heart. Meridith, everytime we hang out, I think about the days when we shared everything together, we hung out more often, and there was the greatest connection of understanding that I can't even describe. Even though you may have never noticed, but you helped me out, a lot. Shit...you got me cryin' now :'] When things in the place I called home got a little shaky, you always made me feel better without trying. But now, sadly, we don't hang out much and I feel as though our frienship has the strength of a wool string. I don't care about the peircings, the make-up, the clothes, or the soon to be tattoos. All I care about is our friend. You are my only best friend, the one I can talk to about anything. I feel as though we are fading ink on a peice of paper left out in the sun a bit too long...I want to fix it, but I can't if you don't want to.
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Trust me Paris I feel the same way. I really Need to fix it. You are still my best friend and i could still go to you and trust you with everything in the world. I wish we saw each other more and i swear that as soon as you stop going out of town all the time and i start getting to go places that don't involve working we're going to see each other alot more. I miss sitting at lunch with you every single day and talking about everything or just making fun of the nasty hoes at catholic high haha. I really love you paris, you're more than a best friend. You're a role model and an inspirational person. This really needs to be fixed.
And where does that leave me. Time after time, I try. But it never works. And I don't wanna lose hope because that'd be fucked up in my eyes but its hard to work to get something when its always a 50/50.
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